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എറചെറുതെങ്കിലും ഓരോരോ മോഹവും 

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നിത്യവസന്തമായ് നിറഞ്ഞിരുന്നെങ്കില്‍  ...  

Seasons....

Seasons change..spring comes with much colors and blooming flowers.Life is all about laughter and fun.The snow is melting and so are stubborn hearts...Your heart feels as light as a feather and it floats around .Its the season of renewal - a new life.And then the summer comes with the burning rays of sun and with it comes the realization that life is not all about fun. You feel the heat and the tension. Smile fades or rather turns into a frown.The dusty winds take all the mirth out of your life.You will never know the arrival of autumn until you see the fallen leaves. Dreams are shattered and promises are broken.Melancholy is in the air. Tears flow from eyes just like the falling leaves. And then autumn paves the way for the frozen winter.Snowy nights and frozen minds. Life is kind of numb.You don't feel a thing or may be you never know what you are feeling.The season of hibernation.You hide from yourself and the world.The nights are long and frozen.Days are dark and snowy.Everything is still.There are no dreams or hopes.Everything is frozen.But you will never notice that the flowers are awaiting to blossom once again and so are you. Spring comes again with thousands of flowers and you realise that your heart  is still capable of dreaming.And the saga continues..But there are somethings we forget to notice.For instance the unexpected showers that come as a summer surprise,one sunny morning that eases the winter chill and the harvest celebrations that add colors to autumn.And even spring can bring a flood that drowns the flowers.These are the seasons of life. They change.But its all up to you - its perfectly your choice whether you want to be the dandelions dancing in the spring , a summer hurricane evoking terror ,a snow flake reminding the winter chill or an oak tree shedding leaves in autumn.Seasons do change but aspirations and hopes can be a part of any season - like you can always hope for a soothing summer rain.Promises can be broken,dreams can be shattered but you can make promises again and nothing can stop you from dreaming again other than your own heart!!!!!

What I am missin in life now!!

People say that when you reach a position where you think you have achieved everything, you suddenly realise that you are missing something terribly.Its so true. Now I have everything I craved for once I was at school - freedom,money,job....but still there is that sense of incompletion and yet more weird is knowing that you can do nothing about it.Now that I have many things I never had before, I regret losing what I had with me - those wonderful moments I shared with my friends.Even now I do hang out with friends,roam around with them - still something is missing.Its just not like before.May be its because we just meet up for the time being and then forget about it. There is nothing worth cherishing about these meetings.I remember all the pranks which I had engaged in along with my friends when I was in my teens - its still worth remembering , always a reason for a smile.I remember people used to call us nutty girls but all those nutty deeds are now memories for a lifetime.Its a short lifespan that we have - and there are many more crazy things that are left to try out but I am at a stage where all I could do is to wish that I could go back to those days. Does this mean I am too old for all those things?Or is life all about such feelings?or may be its just another proof for the fact that money cant buy everything in life.Well I donno.Well I hope there might be at least a few people who feel like how I feel and I wonder what they did about it!!!!